Wednesday, September 20, 2006
kau.
like wtf seh.
i feel kinda happy rite now.
when people close to me are happy, im happy.
but u noe, deep in my heart, feelings of insecurities have started to settle.
*sigh*
i dunno why the hell im feeling insecure.
for the first time, im being in a place filled with insecurities.
prolly cos sum people close to me are on neither side of the party.
when actually i was kinda hoping they were on mine.
but its ok, i understand.
its better this way anyways.
i like people being fair.
and i will stand up for my rights anyhow.
berani kerana benar, orang kata.
oh well, as long as i noe dat i didnt do anything wrong.
im trying to find peace in myself.
for now, i keep myself busy with werk, and more of pampering myself.
buying myself stuff dat i havent bought in a long time.
doing facials and stuff also.
anyhows, today was an ok day for me.
i feel like ive exercised a bit todae.
running errands for a.adzil and daddy.
was being extra helpful today.
and kind, and generous.
even treated the family with bbq wings from tenderbest.
yumm.
had de craving to eat dat since like,wat, a month ago?
lol.
yea, so basically, dats all for today.
and u noe, im really at a point in my life where im contented.
my studies are ok, and my r'ship with my family are at the best.
especially the r'ship with daddy.
i love u daddy.
i hope we can stay dis way forever.
:)
yah, and frens, dey are great too.
met up with people i wanted to meet, so the rindu dah kinda terubat ah (konon..) so called.
heee.
but warning dear frens, im afraid i cant meet anybody much during ramadhan which is fast aproaching.
i will be werking like hell, everyday.
having leave only on a few occasions to break fast with people i wanna get together with badly.
and one of dem, is gonna be *you*.
okay?
hopefully dis person noes who im referrng to.
lol.
i dun think so.
but i hope so.
so, wth ah.
im crapping.
:)
heee.
hence, to sumarrise the whole of today, its been great.
thanks people for making my day.
p/s: btw, i think i saw bhaiyyah on tv just now. lol.
peace.
i'm emo @ 10:48 PM
