Sunday, October 01, 2006
yesterday was a strange day.
the whole day my heart was very disturbed.
tk tenteram.
was damn pissed and irritated at those 2 fcukin attention-seeking faggots.
lol.
ah kan.
amek kau.
heh.
anyways, after buka yesterday i had a bandung accident.
slenger siak.
cik ros put her bandung on a hook ah pat "tembok" tepi.
den i didnt see and i went to lean on the "tembok".
abeslah.
sume tertumpah kluar.
and worse still i was wearing white pants.
urgh.
binget je.
den dat wasnt all.
i tot my tk-tenteram-ness ended der.
but no.
reached home, oni reefinn was home.
the rest went to yayi's house for buka.
den was doing my own thing in my room.
bile drg balek, i overheard mum and slenger packin2 as if going sumwhere.
so i went to slenger's room and true enuff, saw dem packin.
asked him ah where he was goin, he said kl.
den before i cud ask wat for, mum came in and said, "mcm tk percaye eh ton..adik mak yg begitu muda, dah tkde lagi.."
den i tot.
mum got 2 half-siblings.
cik tina and cik an.
den i figured out, cik an.
cos since dey just came back from yayi's house.
mesti ade link.
den it kinda hit me.
omg.
cik an passed away.
haiyoh.
and was dat why my heart was so not tenteram.
haiz.
innalillah.
he was still young.
haiz.
oh well.
i think i gtg.
peace.
i'm emo @ 12:34 AM
