Saturday, October 21, 2006
here's a post to the public.
please stop making halimaton shahidah feel so low n down bt herself.
what do u actually get when u say bad things bt her to her?
dats one thing i really wanna noe.
do u actually get excited, after telling me dat im fat, and ugly?
yesterday, my frens.
todae, my family.
tmrw, my husband?
was in de car just now.
bacin was again, insulting me and telling me how fat i was.
i was soooooooooooooooooooooo pissed, dat i felt like smashing his head against de side window.
really!
i almost did dat!
urggghhhhh!!!!
he and dad always making me feel down and low bt myself.
and den mum.
and den slenger.
wtf?!
what de hell do dey get when dey say all dose nasty things?!?!!!
piker klakar ape?!
COME ON LAH.
IM FAT, AND I CAN SEE DAT.
SO I DUN NEED U PPL TO RUIN MY LIFE AND TELL ME AGAIN N AGAIN DAT I AM.
I CAN SO FUCKIN SEE DAT FOR MYSELF.
URE JUST WASTING UR BREATH AND ENERGY TELLING ME DAT OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
KAU RASE HAPPY SGT KUTOK AKU GINI??
u noe.
seriously.
if by de end of next yr, der isnt a day where im not being told dat im fat, i think im gonna kill myself.
im just sooooo sick n tired dy lah of ppl telling me dat im big and fat.
mule2 aku diam diri.
makin aku diam diri, makin menjadi2.
first it was deedeal.
den nasrul.
den my family.
den now?
my 2 bestfrens too???
wth.
im so disappointed n hurt ah.
and now dat ive mentioned dis, dun fucking tell me dat i shudnt take things seriously n dat u ppl are just joking ah.
nk joke tgk tempat ah.
wth.
pls ah.
just do me one fuckin favour.
pls keep ur bad comments to urself.
i dun need it.
peace/pissed.
i'm emo @ 11:23 PM
