Tuesday, October 17, 2006
heys.
wth seh.
pissed off siak aku bbual ngan deikni.
si soephian ni.
btw, he's my ex-boyfren, ex-fren.
haha.
all bcos of one girl.
at one point of time, i used to be close to him.
dat was after we broke up ah.
i wud tell him hu im going out wif nowadays, share problems and all.
den he started seeing dis girl.
he told me alot bt her.
den suddenly sumhow we stopped contactin.
dat was thru fone n sms ah.
den in msn pon seems like semakin jarang ah bbual.
den as months passed, it came to a point where we stopped contactin totally.
tk tegor pon in msn.
dis was like ard early dis yr.
or march.
i dunno ah.
den ape ntah, like until recently, suddenly he tegor in msn.
tu pon not dat recent ah.
like 2 months ago or wat.
den alih2 de tegor, and asked how i was and all.
den ape ntah, he told me he and his gf fought bcos of me.
like wtf kan.
we never even contact or whatsoever.
he told me, she got mad bcos my no was in his hp.
wtf?!
den aku dah biseng2 ah pat deikni, tell him ah dat his gf is being ridiculous.
i asked him to tell her dat we havent been contactin for so long dy.
den he said he did try.
but de gf was like "i cant forget how manja2 u guys used to be".
whahhahahahahha.
big joke der.
firstly, as far as i can remember, i never was manja wif him.
really.
never.
hello, i was wif him for oni like wat seh, 2 wks??
ah.
and he was one of dose non-serious ones.
yea.
dats first thing, i was never even manja when i was wif him.
and, second thing, i was wif him even before she met him!
im his ex, for gods sake!!
even as much as she wants to, she cannot change the past wat!
kental kan!
i was wif him, abeh, wat can she do to change dat?!
kauuuuuuuuuu.
kental siak ni pompan.
ish.
den, when he told me, he fought wif her and all.
i got really pissed off seh.
pissed at her for doing dis to him.
pissed at him for letting her treat him like dis.
mrepek kan.
but den, i just couldnt be bothered to get involved.
i was more like, "gasak krg ah. if she carik psl wif me, den die kene ah."
dat was my thought at dat moment.
and from den on, aku like really really malas nk layan him.
totally.
he tegor in msn pon tk reply.
if reply pon, he ask sepatah, i ans sepatah.
heh.
den tadi he tegor.
like usual, malas nk layan.
he asked if i got de song my heart.
sent it to him.
den he asked, "u tgh buat ape?"
ME: update blog
on de fone
HIM: ohhh..ngan boi eh....hehehe
*no reply*
HIM: i wana ask u eh
HIM: if la kan
HIM: if u boifren esek marah psl u keeping numbers of ur ex-sch mates...
HIM says: how u fil?
HIM: smpai nk break up
HIM: wad wld u do?
ME:kental ah
HIM: k
HIM:switch dat to my gf
ME:i wud be like "eh whatever lah eh"
HIM:frst of all... ur number ... dier dah biseng2.... den mintak brk
HIM:i rujuk dier...
HIM:den now... i kip my ex sch ite kawan nyer number pon boleh jadi gado
HIM:u tgk ar..
ME: rujuk kape
HIM: dah mcm tk trust in me sey
ME: tau tkpe
HIM: esek2 insecure...
HIM: for once la... believe me la...
HIM: siket2 fil insecure
HIM: i pon naik penat tau nk rujuk...pujok... pompuan tau
HIM: serious ar..
HIM: im tired
ME: ckp ah ngan die
ME: tell me for wat
HIM: i blng siket2 den merajok..
ME: u shud be telling her and trying to convince her
HIM: i tried..
HIM: no use
HIM: she doesnt believe wat i say
HIM: mcm nk pecah kepala sey
HIM: i try nt to hurt her by my words ar
HIM: how sey
ME: but honestly lah eh
ME: if i was in ur place,
ME: wif my tolerance level
ME: dah lame seh i leave her
ME: sorry to say ah
HIM: nah..its aite. its ur opinion
ME: oh wel
ME: *well
HIM: im leaving for australia in 2wks time...
HIM: n she uat hal
HIM: de best part is... wen im there... out in de live firing area... theres no reception
HIM: so i wont b able to make calls or msg like... 2 n half wks
HIM: dat leaves tings for her to tink it tru
HIM: ...
HIM: ni tkleh... tu takleh..
HIM: kawan salah..
HIM: kluar ngan kawan salah..
HIM: kluar gi JB ngan fam salah
HIM: i nk beli PSP pon dier bising2
HIM: ckp waste duit la
HIM: eh, i nyer duit... i nyer suker la
HIM: i yg kejer... bukan dier....
HIM: sumtimes i jus fil like... kill myself... n nt to exist
HIM: esek i uat dier happy
HIM: wen am i gonna b happy
HIM: nt dat im being wit her.. im nt happy... dats nt wat im implying...
HIM: i am happy wit her..
HIM: bud, she don hafta treat me mcm ni per..
HIM: ..
HIM: aniwaes..
HIM: i gtg
HIM: thnx fer de song
HIM: thcr
HIM: byes
ME:errr
ME:ahh
ME:sure
ME:tc
ape ntah.
pls take de time to read dat.
tk kuasa pon, kuasakan diri lah bace tu convo eh.
dah penat2 org edit ni.
ish.
anyways.
so, im just like, whateverlah eh ian.
hahaha.
mungkin, ade org terase if i say dat again.
whatever lah eh iannnnnn.
hahahahahahhaha.
anyways, sorry out of context.
heee.
anyways.
forget bt dat.
aku ni nk story psl sun and mon.
SUNDAY:
last day of werk.
tkde mood.
whole day was quiet.
even haikal noticed.
hahaha.
he was sad, i cud see.
i almost cried at de end of de day, looking at him, at a.adzil, at cik ros.
haha.
haiz.
den before i left, i dedicated a song to all my fave gerais.
heee.
dat excluded de teriyaki boyz.
heh.
whatever.
yah.
but really seh.
i teared a lil when i was leavin de place.
so i quickly called him to distract myself and not cry all de way home.
ish.
ape seh.
haiz.
anyways.
MONDAY:
went shopping.
first went too town.
drop by at bad's place.
but she cudnt talk much cos de boss was ard.
kesian de.
ishhh.
walked to somerset, den took train to bugis.
heh.
all de way we went window shopping.
cos i cudnt decide wat to buy.
nuthin really attracted my eyes.
went from bugis junction to bugis village to icon, still havent bought anything.
ish.
so since it was 6 already, went to tong seng.
sat der.
sampai ngantok.
when we arrived it wasnt really packed.
but ard 6.20 onwards, org makin ramai.
so i had my seafood soup.
wheeeeeee.
and den, after dat we went to bugis village again.
cos i wanted to buy reefinn's present.
wanted to buy him a t-shirt, and myself a watch.
went to dat shop.
last2 tk jadi belik jgk.
den walked sum more to look for t-shirt.
finally decided to buy from topshop.
sekali sekala nk splurge for my adek.
lol.
whateverlah tone.
after dat went to dorothy perkins and saw dis cardigan.
loved it.
bought it.
and another long sleeved shirt.
and bought a bag.
and a watch.
and topman striped tee for reefinn.
and also settled my bills.
i was a really happy and contented girl by de end of de day.
and to put a cherry on top of the ice cream, i got to spend de day with u.
heee.
i had a great day.
really.
i hope u did too.
sorry if i got u bored n tired just walkin ard.
heee.
but i really appreciate u accompanying me.
and to think dat i was de one whining and complaining and tantruming.
lol.
oh well.
thanks again ah, for tolerating.
kekekeke.
heee.
TUESDAY/TODAY:
break fast at home todae.
heee.
cam excited gitu.
lol.
maklomlah.
first time buka pat rumah dis yr.
haha.
woke up at 1 gitu.
den cleaned my room.
until now, tk abes2 lagi.
ish.
dah kol 11.35pm.
started de operation at 2pm.
lol.
mane nk abes, maen lappy je.
update blog nye je, dari kol 8 smp skg.
ahhahah.
siak.
anyways, buka today was full of laffter.
heee.
i really enjoyed today.
shared a lot of jokes.
ahhahah.
kecoh ah sume.
heeheheh.
daddy in a gd mood sumore.
heee.
alhamdulillah.
anyways, going jb maybe tmrw or thurs.
buka out wif beep n mean on fri.
anyways.
saya _ _ _ _ _ kamu!!!!
arrrrggggghhhh.
peace.
i'm emo @ 8:32 PM
