Friday, October 13, 2006
ok.
lemme take my own sweet time to update.
dah lame aku berniat nk update.
tetapi setiap kali aku nak update, aku seperti terlalu sibuk dengan telefon bimbit ku.
hahas.
klau tk pon, orang2 pat msn sebok nk kacau.
urgh.
anyways.
werk has been good these past 2 days.
cos i didnt hafta see ganyut's face.
kwang3.
lol.
and today was especially..er...memorable.
errr, yah.
was MS CONGENIALITY siak.
urgh.
decided to wear baju kurong to werk.
kekeke.
manis lah kan.
wakakakakakakakak.
so dah janji ngan cik ros.
den siap2, terlambat plak.
so decided to take cab.
niwaes cam paiseh ah, nk naek bus in kurong n all.
i mean, bukan nye raya kape kan.
so took cab.
haha.
a.adzil was der dy.
(btw, we cool now.)
ah, ayie was der also.
haha.
he was wearing baju melayu also.
wahahahhahaha.
baru balek sembahyang per.
den datang je, a.adzil tegor.
ish.
den before dat, nak kluar rumah pon ayah tegor.
wahahahha.
maklomlah, tk pernah nmpk anak perempuan die yg sorang ni pakai baju kurong selain hari raya n jemputan.
wahahahhaha.
excessive reaction seh he.
"wah!! baju kurong ah! nk gi mane ni..."
haha.
"gi keje ah..ape seh."
"cheh..asal? baju sexy2 kau sume dah bes ke?"
"ape jer! *salam him* ok dah bye!"
hahaha.
mrepek ah.
den pat werk, a.adzil dah jalan.
tk lame gitu, abg dj dtg.
wahahahahhahahaha.
"alamak!! die pakai baju kurong lah nari! lawa nye die! alah hai..."
*blush*
*praises2*
but i just kept quiet n smiled.
nyeahhahaha.
so the whole day he like smile2.
ape je!
den after dat.
de pakcik dj lagi satu tu pon tegor.
hahahha.
de ckp so sweet.
wahahaahhaahhahah.
malu lah saya.
den samseng tegor.
of course.
urgh.
de dgn bdk2 yusof briyani tu sume kacau.
siak btol.
ckp ape dah raya eh ke ape ntah.
WHATEVER.
den.
ramai lagi ah tegor.
kedai tunggang balik F69 pon tegor.
al ameen tegor.
hahaha.
asal bnyk org2 briyani yg tegor.
wahahhahaha.
den yg tegor plak, either ckp "dah nk raya ke" or dey give compliments.
hahahha.
of course i prefer compliments.
den.
dah nk buka.
like 6.35pm gitu.
URGGGGHHHHH!
as im typing dis, i feel the embarrassment creep up on me.
hehs.
i bought roti nahn at the new stall in front of teriyaki.
den si rambot pendek tu came close to me and ape ntah whisper2 compliments.
wtf?!
but dats not the thing.
den dah tu, beli air pat PKMIS.
den (haiyyyyoooohhhhhh) i turned left from der cos wanna buy sumthing else at another stall.
den.
mak kau........
tersungkur lah eh!
i almost fell flat on my face!!!!!!!!!
buat malu je!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ish.
siak ah.
right in front of de PKMIS stall.
kuat lah eh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kauuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
as im reminiscing bt it, im hearing again how loud i stomped on de floor.
siak ah.
den pompan pat kepak ayam tu terperanjat and quickly pusing ah tgk pebende.
wahhahahhahahahha.
shit man.
i dunno hu else saw.
definitely bdk PKMIS tu nmpk, and org2 kepak ayam tu.
and sape2 lagi ah pat situ.
ish.
haiz.
dah sweet2, abeh bleh nk jatoh ni!
haiyoh.
klau aku gy menyaksikan itu adegan, sudah tentu aku nk ketawe seh.
shit man.
anyways, tros i walked off quickly, making noise cos dah TERLAMPAU paiseh.
im pretty sure at dat moment my face was as marrooned as the baju i was wearing.
haiyoh.
den ape ntah, ape ntah.
dah buka sume, i wanted to buy air limau pat PKMIS tu ah.
cos the air was so tempting.
abeh dah nk jalan tu, hahahahhahaahha!
one of the guys said, "baik2 jalan tu..."
wahahhahahahahahhaha.
i just turned and laff.
hehehehe.
malu seh.
oh, part tu also, tgh tgu de serve, i turn around ah.
den ter-look at tmpt teriyaki.
den one of dem, yg botak kai cermin mata tu, tgh tgk.
den he gave a bigggg smile.
and i saw the makne ah.
it was in a complimenting way.
hahahha.
thanks everyone for the compliments!
hahahahahhahahahha!
aku ni menjadi2 plak kan.
lol.
WHATEVER MATON.
hehs.
anyways.
dat was all ah for todae.
yeayea.
dat was de most embarrassing thing dat has happened dis week.
ish.
oh well.
yang sudah tu sudah.
yah.
saya ni, sebenarnya, nk update tentang luahan isi hati ku.
ok go.
ehem2. (berita jam 12 malam.)
on a more serious note, shida.
heee.
ok, hmm.
i dunno where to start.
well.
this is for u.
like i mention in a few posts ago.
i have fallen.
yet again.
i really tried hard not to fall u noe.
but i dunno, i just cant seem to explain my feelings sometimes.
my mind keeps on thinking.
u noe how sometimes i just go quiet when we talk on the fone rite.
well, those times, i was thinking also.
i thought, "i am falling hard down on my face. what is he really feeling on the other hand?"
i mean really.
i dunno why, i just cant seem to believe when u say what u said to me.
maybe because of my past.
maybe because u didnt make it sound real enuff.
maybe because its just too fast.
but den again, i haf fallen too, so why cudnt he?
i seriously dunno wat im typing here.
im just trying to express out my feelings.
u noe, whatever i told u yesterday, is not how i totally feel inside.
i still haf alot of unexpressed feelings inside me.
but it just didnt cum out.
i wanted to tell u how i felt the first time we actually met and sat down and talked.
i wanted to tell u dat i was reluctant to go back and to let u go back.
haha.
yerp.
seriously.
i enjoyed sitting and talking and tako-ing with u.
heee.
and den we played the 24hrs game.
i couldnt sleep.
i think it really was bcos of the game.
cos now, im sleeping alot better.
hah.
hmmm.
oh well.
and den, the third meeting.
my heart was filled with insecurities the whole day.
but oni during the journey home was my heart at ease.
:)
but den, balek, on the fone.
insecurities came back.
ish.
palehotak ah.
hati ni asek insecure je.
but eh.
i just wanna say ah.
u are de first guy who's ever made me laff like how u do.
since i known u, der wasnt a day where i didnt smile.
even when i was down like dat time, u tried to cheer me up.
and eventually, u succeeded.
hee.
and.
ape lagi.
haiyah.
im really not good at expressing myself and stuff.
ish.
i just feel like pressing down the backspace button rite now.
ish.
tapi tkpelah.
arghhhhhh.
whatever ah.
nk bace, bace ah.
malu lah saya.
but.
i just hope, this goes well.
(again, unexpressed feelings left.)
peace.
i'm emo @ 10:02 PM
