Sunday, October 29, 2006
hah.
just wanted to share sumthing with u all.
altho it may be unneccessary info to u all ah.
haha.
recently, ive been having strange dreams.
heh.
last thurs or wed, de day i found out i had de first disease, i had a dream.
in de dream, i was also sick.
suffering from what i am suffering rite now.
"tompok" ni ah.
but oni thing in dis dream is dat i was really really sick.
i was dying.
and all i cud remember was my last few days in dis world, spent at a hospital.
and surrounding me, were all my frens.
hah.
weird.
den de next day, i dreamt dat i was a smoker.
there were 3 of us.
me, wak, and i dunno who.
nina or faz.
i cant remember.
we were window shopping sumwhere.
den wak took out a cigg.
and i snatched it away from him.
both he n de other person were shocked as hell.
and den, i smoked dat cigg.
dey just looked.
actually, wak took it out for himself.
he also dah jinak2kan diri nk smoke.
but in de end, dey just stared at me in disbelief.
i was sucking it in.
and i remember it as a very awful experience.
not at all pleasant.
it was choking.
like very pekat.
and i kinda forced myself to smoke dat thing.
actually i didnt want to.
but i felt like i hadta show wak n de other person dat im "cool".
just because im smoking.
lol.
wth kan.
and den, this morning.
slept at 3.30am.
had a dream.
i was an inmate.
lol.
and i got tattoos all over my body.
all bcos of pb.
i think im going haywire.
lol.
oh well.
peace.
i'm emo @ 10:02 PM
